Kate Middleton and Prince William - finally after 8 years.

love really conquers all

p/s: owh did i forgot to say that i love kate's wed dress. it's totally undoubtedly gorgeous!  i love the veil, the lace, the tiara, the hand bouquet, the ring. everything! plain simple but very beautiful. love it! =)

new yeay new job new me

I am currently reading this book New Job, New You which i bought for my own self during Karnival Pembudayaan Ilmu at Dewan Tan Sri Mahfuz, JKR. I purposely bought it because im soooo boring with the same job. Currently im working at this organization since September 2009. It means that i have been for 1 year and 3 months working there. Such an achievement to me because it's the longest time i have been working in 1 company, haha. *clap-clap* After graduation in 2008 i have been working for 3 different companies until September 2009. A lot huh? or is it normal to jump to other company in 1 year time? i dunno.

I first started my career 2 weeks after my final thesis submission. Not like other friends of mine who choose to rest and rilex after 5 years of struggling in Uni, i have been offered to work with my previous company where i did my internship. Lucky me to have my best friend to work together with me at that firm. It really pain us how we struggling to finish the task. Came back late at night, sleeping in office, work during weekends and public holidays is normal to us. But what really2 bothers us was when our moms always call and ask "what time you guys will come back home?" I know how every moms feel when they saw their daughter work until late night and drove home alone. I myself scared to drive alone especially during night. But what choice do i have? It is normal for people working in my field to have that such so-called "lifestyle". Actually to be honest, we don't have life! our life is only work+sleep+work+eat+submission yada yada. Believe me, it a same routine if you work in consultant firm regardless it big or small company.

My 2nd job was in housing developer company. Such a nice place to work with but i am easily get bored with that same job. After 10 months working, i decided to turn back as consultant. Although i have been offered with a job in KL with a lil bit increment but i just can't. I love to work with developer/ big company (not consultant) because of the benefits and of course the bonusss! $$$ =) But it ain't give me full satisfaction so i decided to go.

My 3rd job was in a consultant firm. Well its a nice place to work although life as a consultant was damn hard! But since my office is nearby my house (just 5mins of walking) so i decided to stay although the salary is so-so ;p

After a month working there i have been called for interview for my current position now. And luckily i got that job with few other friends. I just been with my 3rd company for 2 months and still under probation but i choose to move on. hehe. The reason? I will kept it secret =) What i can say, my moms really2 support me to work away from family and home for the first time. Yes! f.i.r.s.t.t.i.m.e.e.v.e.r. I never been away from my family for such a long time =(

Then here is, my new job. Here. I mean my 4th job. Currently i always thinking why must i get bored easily? Is it normal for people to get bored with their job? I only been working here for 1 year and have this feeling. I always wonder how do some people can stay in one organization for such a long time? any ideas? hrmmm...

Next January i will be transfer to new department and new working atmosphere. It is a mixed feeling between sad, afraid, and excited. Sad because i will no longer be in design team =( Afraid that the new department there will be more tougher than i taught ;( Excited because i will be in part of project team which means my job will definitely no related with design. It's all about management! yayyy! =)))

I am counting days to my last day here. I'm upset to leave this unit because it really close to me for the past year. I still remember how i start working here from zero. Yes! z.e.r.o.  Healthcare facility design unit is neither easy nor familiar to me before. I have never been experience in healthcare design either in Uni or my past job. I remember how i attended the site meeting with my TA and i just sit and be quite. I try hard to hide my face from the chairman so that he will not ask me question about the issues related to design or at the construction site, haha. Every time the chairman said about the "alien words" in the meeting i will quickly whisper to my TA who sat beside me to know what that "alien words" or the short form means =) Yeah, i learnt alot here especially all those thing relate with medical thinggy ;p Tho most of my projects are clinics but i am really2 do grateful to be part and parcel of the team. Actually i got my new project which is Hospital in Lawas, Sarawak. It's my first ever time to experience hospital project but... HE really knows well what's the best for all of us.

Well i think enough for today. I have to finish my outstanding works and start pack my things. I HATE PACKING! dear, could u lend me your muscular arm to help me bring my thinggy to my car *wink-wink* <3 


Conclusion: Be ready every time because will never know what will happen in future and be prepared with the new challenge next year. Saya Yang Menurut Perintah


oh btw, i am extremely excited to go on vacation with my family next week which i will be on leave for 3 days. Yeayyy! have to finish my annual leave because i can't carry forward my AL. sad. =( demmm!~ 

mengharapkan jumaat memberi sedikit ruang utk aku bernafas normal

sepanjang 2 minggu ni aku slalu sgt berdebar2 sbb nk siapkn keje cpt...aku mmg camtu, kelam kabut sket, abes tunggang langgang sume...yes im clumsy!~ tp sy bkn fussy ye! kadang2 kita rasa kita xda abaility nk wat keje tu tp it end up the other way round...

selama ni aku igt aku mmg xreti wat sketchup langsung, bkn la xreti tp sekadar biasa2 je...selama ni kalo wat skecap mst xabes sgt dan ada bantuan dari org lain espesely encik A...but i took a challange to prove my ownself that i could do more than "biasa2" (more in terms of comparing now and my study life)...im designing a standard healthcare clinic for RMK-10...im not incharge in doing the plan but i was given a task to do 3d and the facade design, ayohhh! time memula kne design facade ni sgt scary...takot giles!dh lama xwat 3d,las was a year ago when im at a. karim, doing a proposal for Mahkamah Syariah melaka (utk jkr gak)..igt lg time tu nanges2 wat design plan+facade design...hari2 balik malam, weekend pn keje n penah overnight kt ofis sbb xlarat nk drive...najmah mst igt camne kita berdua je wat design ni smp study architecture melaka, bumbung tengkera, islamic architecture etc...aku smp soh adik aku, naz yg blajar kt poli merlimau snap a few photos of masjid yg guna bumbung tengkera, seb bek hp naz canggeh (hp adik2 lg canggeh dr ahkak weyh)...dah la wat design+study sume, pastu mak aku dgn njmh hari2 bising balik lmbt...kalo kt ofis smp kol 12 mlm stat ar diorg kol every 5mins...kejap mak aku kol, kejap mak njmh kol smp ktorg tensen!last2 kitorg tukar2, time mak aku kol njmh angkt, time mak njmh kol aku lak jwb...pastu kalo mak2 (mak aku & njmh) tny bile nk blk, kitorg jwb "kejap lg makcik, sikit je lg"... begitulah rutin masa keje kt a karim dlu... what a memory ;)

setahun lebih lps peristiwa tu, aku igt xde la lg rutin mcm tu sbb yela gomen kn, rupennye...hampeh!lebey kurang jugak...beza sket sbb xde smp tdo ofis,giler! tp hari2 blk mlm (2minggu stret) n last weekend aku keje (tgk post bwh2)...ayohhh!penat oh!rasa mcm dh xberapa muda sgt sbb xlarat nk keje hectic sgt...tp yela, makin hari sume org makin tua kan ;p hari2 sangap kt ofis sbb xckp tdo...yela, tdo pn pk keje xsiap lg!oh tidak!

Alhamdulillah harini rasa mcm lega sket...aku dpt la abeskan wat 3d tp xde la lawa, but at least i know how far i can go with sketchup...there's more to learn n i am looking foward to gain new knowledge and everything that can improve my skills my knowledge etc...silelah beri tunjuk ajar kepada saya sebab saya tahu saya masih bnyk yg xtahu dari tahu...xkesah la dr staff ke dr bos ke, even saya blajar jugak dr akak yg cuci tandas, akak yg kemas2 ofis...saya belajar erti kehidupan...

kadang2 bile aku stress n tensen aku slalu marah diri sniri, rasa sgt bods*, rasa sume org xadil, rasa itu la ini la...tp bile aku igt DIA, trus aku istigfar bnyk2 sbb bile kite pk alik, kalo kita rasa kita susah, ada lg org yg lagi susah dr kita...kalo kita rasa beban sgt dengan kerja kita, ada lg org yg kerja lg bnyk bebanan contonhye org yg keje angkt sampah, keje iwk...aku sgt salute dgn diorg sume, kerja yg bukan sume org ley wat...korg sanggup ke masuk manhole kalo ada prob berkaitan sewerage???sanggup???tp mereka yg kerja mcm ni la yg aku rasa lg berkat hidup diorg sbb wat benda yg berkaitan najis manusia...sume org ley jadi arkitek, sume org ley jd doktor...

to encik A, thanx for all ur motivation,advice n support tho im not in a "good mood" yesterday (im *damn* angry at someone yesterday) n we've been fight in a morning but u turn my day to a very *wonderful* day...thanx sbb amikn laptop sy, thanx sbb amikn mc d yg xsmpt mkn time lunch,thanx for crit my design, thnx for adjust and ammend the sketchup tho a bit, thnx for everything...anything... *lusm*

life is so beautiful to live in though there are a lot of obstacle and the bad everyday, but at the end of the day, its the memory that lasts...

=)))

***3d yg aku wat, biasa je...saya masih belajar lagi, salah silap harap diampunkan ;p

makin nk berhenti makin bnyk keje yg dtg, grrrrr

ptg smlm dlm kol 5 kak nani bg another task to finish b4 i leave, prepare materials for taman pelangi indah phase 8c2 presantation based on i&p kl format...tghr smlm lak en arry soh siapkn route map visit utk Tun Ahmad Sarji, Dato J, Dato R dan director2 yg nk dtg 7 julai ni...walaweyhhh!aku nk benti keje ade je obstacles...7 julai pny visit aku kne wat gak padahal aku esk last,fuh!sabo2...xpe la anggap je la amal jariah, mak slalu ckp camtu kt aku so...i follow ;p

mari kite lihat list keje aku, ape yg dh settle ape yg blm;
1. tnb location (tgl perling dgn rinting pastu kne jpeg)- SIAP!
2. key plan pelangi & perling (edit font), rinting & tpi (color+edit font)- TAK SENTUH LAGI
3. jpeg all land bank- ALMOST THERE
4. save keje dlm pendrive utk kak nani
5. update presentation board- TAK AMIK BOARD KT MEETING ROOM LG, ADOYAI
6. update checklist perspektif fizie- KNE RECHECK BALIK
7. call ted focus architect dgn ali dc architect mtk color plan as per ammendment- TED FOCUS JE BLM CALL
8. edit land bank utk norly- ON THE WAY
9. burn works into cd (as a backup) sbb desktop aku dh 2 kali kne format...sedeyyy ;(
10. perling full township dgn by details (perling lagi, *B I G S I G H*)- YG NI MCM MALAS NK WAT, muahahah.siot!
11. yg paling penting skali...LIST OF HAND OVER N PERSON IN CHARGE- TAK STAT PON LG, selamberrr!

kesimpulannye, selagi celik mate, koje koje koje je la yek...

aku tepek sket la pic super duper big bos aku masa Minggu Amanah Saham Malaysia (MSAM) 2009 kt jb bln 4 aritew. enjoy!

***Tun Ahmad Sarji dgn abg aizan

***ucapan Tun

***Opening Ceremony, april 20, 2009

***abg zack dgn abg talib bergambar bersama board top management I&P Group Sdn Bhd

***left: abg zack (muke separuh), abg talib, rafiq (nmpk muke pn jd la dik oi ;p ), abg aizan, johor police chief datuk Mokhtar and former Pelangi Bhd ceo, Hj Azmar

(pics credit to abg suhaimi)

mim alip lam sin.

duh! wut epen to me today? only 2 days left and i still din finish my task as schedule...arghhh!

*brengset*

jadi macam cipanzi kt pic ats tu lagi bagus.

aku rase...xtau nak rase ape...macam2 ada!~

siot ar!bile wat layout taman perling ni mst aku rase camni...mcm nk maki2 !@#$%^&*()_+~ xbaik kan?tp sakit ati wooo kalo korg pn ada kt tmpt aku...malas nk cite panjang2, xbaik mengata tp juz nk gak ah ckp sikit2...

apesal ar amik mudah sgt mende2 yg penting nih ek? aku mmg hangin tol kalo bab2 keje amik mudah ni...boley kalo nk amik mudah something, or nk wat shortcut, tp kne la ikut step by step gak...kalo org ckp jgn wat camtu maksudnye musti la ada sebab kan...sebab xnk menyusahkan org lain, sebab utk kesenangan diri sendiri dan rakan2 dan bos jugek! please la weyhhh! nk short cut kalo ko bnyk keje boley maap la kan, ni ko dok goyang kaki, main intenet sepanjang masa, dok termenung xtentu hala...tu mmg sori la aku nk maapkn!huh...geram weyhhh org camni! kalo men intenet keje siap xpe, aku dh siap 6 ko satu pn xsiap lg, ape cer?

hurmmm...dah la...mls nk kenang balik kisah lama ni...aku tgh pk camne last day nnt ar, kne mtk maaf ke kt org yg menyakitkn ati aku ni?hurmmm...tp aku pn salah gak, mengata blkg2 nih, hehe...jahat seyhhh aku ;p xpe la, insyaallah mtk maap la jumaat nih, hehe...

uiksss!arini pecah rekod, x g tandas lg...dh kol 5 weyhhh!gile ah!jap lg pegi ar, huhu...

new updates-

en razak kol, die ckp dato R xbg benti, wuttt???bia betiks weyhhh!!!gurau ke hape???esk kne tny nih...

bnyk gile gak ah keje xsiap weyhhh!!!yg paling penting, handover list tuh...mls gile nk wat!fuh...jgn malas pls! esk kne siapkn

1. tnb location (tgl perling dgn rinting pastu kne jpeg)

2. key plan pelangi & perling (edit font), rinting & tpi (color+edit font)

3. jpeg all land bank

4. save keje dlm pendrive utk kak nani

5. update presentation board

6. update checklist perspektif fizie

7. call ted focus architect dgn ali dc architect mtk color plan as per ammendment

8. edit land bank utk norly

9. burn works into cd (as a backup) sbb desktop aku dh 2 kali kne format...sedeyyy ;(

10. perling full township dgn by details (perling lagi, *B I G S I G H*)

11. yg paling penting skali...LIST OF HAND OVER N PERSON IN CHARGE

wawawa...bnyknye keje weyhhh!!!

dah la, papai!

***bumbelbee fav encik A ;p

***arini previu transformers, missing him la dude!sms kt encik A td ajk g midnyte, haha...die reply lak tu, happynye!!!happy sbb die slalu time opis hour xde makne nk layan sms ke kol aku, huhu...even jwpn die negative tp ttp happy gak, hahaha

kesangapan di ofis~

adoi!ngantok gile beb arini!rase nk tdo je...td lps hantar faiz skolah balik tgk mak baring dpn tv, mak cuti arini...so aku pn amik kesempatan tdo jap dr kol 7.45 smp kol 8, hehe...padahal xberapa nk tdo sgt la, caittt!

smp opis 8.27pg, ngantok gile weyhhh!camne ar ek nnt kalo aku keje ni, time keje pelangi@i&p ni kire bley handle lg ar sbb ofis besar, kalo ngantok aku ley jalan2 g tmpt yana, kak so, kak nani ke, en arry ke, xpn g surau, huhu...dlu time memule keje time ngantok aku tdo kt surau espeseli lps solat zuhur tu tp lpstu dh xbuat dah...sbb mst kalo dh jalan2 or g tandas mst dh rase segar sgt...boley dikatekn pnjg gak ar opis aku ni nk dibandingkn dgn firm akitek yg aku pnh keje or practical...

en arry lak ptg xmsk, pg td die ckp xsehat sgt...dh la die dok sblh aku time wat keje...pastu en arry start ar cite psl aku, sengal!aku xigt sgt pasal ape tp rase pasal aku nk benti la ni...aku ckp aku kurang sabar n xley setia dgn sesuatu company lame2 sgt mcm en arry dgn hj shaini...haji shaini dh lebih 35thn keje dgn pelangi, en arry dh 13thn keje dgn pelangipastu boley die balas,

"nilah pompuan, xsabar"...

sengal ar en arry, xbaik tau!saye setia tau cume kurenggg bersabo sket, hehe...xde la gurau je en arry...ampun maaf dipinta =) td kne amik pendrive dlm kete en arry, tak memasal kne seluk beg laptop die...bnyk gile barang dlm beg laptop die weyh!kalo ade cicak ke lipas ke nasib aku ler tu, seb bek xde, huhu...

***kete en arry.style jugek la kan! i love the color ;p

btw, im gonna miss all the moments here...

and saye rindu someone special ar arini ;p

my second last friday

pejam celik pejam celik tinggal lg seminggu je aku keje kt pelangi ni...patutnye selasa dpn aku last tp en arry mtk extend smp jumaat...annual leave 4hari yg aku xamik dgn 2 hari cuti replacement wesak dgn agong pn aku xsempat amik...agak2 company bayo x?hahaha...siot ar aku, mate duitan btol ;p

well bnyk gile kenangan kat sini...hurmmm...perasaan mcm2 ada...gembira...sedih...excited...kesian...macam2 la...

1. gumbira sebab finally aku akan jd arkitek semula...harap2 semua berjalan lancar la pasni mcm yg aku plan, aminnn...

2. sedih sbb keje kt sini best, yg xbest ade gak ar...nnt la cite...tp mmg seyes keje sini senang jo...aku tgk org keliling pn mcm xde keje sgt je, siap boley men gem tu! ade yg selamber gile begayut padahal bos lalu lalang dpn die nih...peh kalo aku dh malu dan segan weyhhh!

3. excited sbb xsabar la nk kembali ke arena architecture ni (lebey kurang mcm gumbira gak ah ni)

4. kesian la pulak bile nk benti ni...sian wooo kt en arry n hj shaini...tula en arry, sape soh tak tlg sy fight bg increament n promotion cpt sket...kan dh kne freeze...padan muke aku la kan...tp kesian kt diri sendiri dlu ar kan...


hurmmm...bnyk sgt la kt sini, macam2 ada...anyway weekend ni nk g dusun kt gelang patah n sambut father's day kt bawah pokok doyan la gamaknyer...

ok then, tata