Showing posts with label be matured. Show all posts
Showing posts with label be matured. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

new yeay new job new me

I am currently reading this book New Job, New You which i bought for my own self during Karnival Pembudayaan Ilmu at Dewan Tan Sri Mahfuz, JKR. I purposely bought it because im soooo boring with the same job. Currently im working at this organization since September 2009. It means that i have been for 1 year and 3 months working there. Such an achievement to me because it's the longest time i have been working in 1 company, haha. *clap-clap* After graduation in 2008 i have been working for 3 different companies until September 2009. A lot huh? or is it normal to jump to other company in 1 year time? i dunno.

I first started my career 2 weeks after my final thesis submission. Not like other friends of mine who choose to rest and rilex after 5 years of struggling in Uni, i have been offered to work with my previous company where i did my internship. Lucky me to have my best friend to work together with me at that firm. It really pain us how we struggling to finish the task. Came back late at night, sleeping in office, work during weekends and public holidays is normal to us. But what really2 bothers us was when our moms always call and ask "what time you guys will come back home?" I know how every moms feel when they saw their daughter work until late night and drove home alone. I myself scared to drive alone especially during night. But what choice do i have? It is normal for people working in my field to have that such so-called "lifestyle". Actually to be honest, we don't have life! our life is only work+sleep+work+eat+submission yada yada. Believe me, it a same routine if you work in consultant firm regardless it big or small company.

My 2nd job was in housing developer company. Such a nice place to work with but i am easily get bored with that same job. After 10 months working, i decided to turn back as consultant. Although i have been offered with a job in KL with a lil bit increment but i just can't. I love to work with developer/ big company (not consultant) because of the benefits and of course the bonusss! $$$ =) But it ain't give me full satisfaction so i decided to go.

My 3rd job was in a consultant firm. Well its a nice place to work although life as a consultant was damn hard! But since my office is nearby my house (just 5mins of walking) so i decided to stay although the salary is so-so ;p

After a month working there i have been called for interview for my current position now. And luckily i got that job with few other friends. I just been with my 3rd company for 2 months and still under probation but i choose to move on. hehe. The reason? I will kept it secret =) What i can say, my moms really2 support me to work away from family and home for the first time. Yes! f.i.r.s.t.t.i.m.e.e.v.e.r. I never been away from my family for such a long time =(

Then here is, my new job. Here. I mean my 4th job. Currently i always thinking why must i get bored easily? Is it normal for people to get bored with their job? I only been working here for 1 year and have this feeling. I always wonder how do some people can stay in one organization for such a long time? any ideas? hrmmm...

Next January i will be transfer to new department and new working atmosphere. It is a mixed feeling between sad, afraid, and excited. Sad because i will no longer be in design team =( Afraid that the new department there will be more tougher than i taught ;( Excited because i will be in part of project team which means my job will definitely no related with design. It's all about management! yayyy! =)))

I am counting days to my last day here. I'm upset to leave this unit because it really close to me for the past year. I still remember how i start working here from zero. Yes! z.e.r.o.  Healthcare facility design unit is neither easy nor familiar to me before. I have never been experience in healthcare design either in Uni or my past job. I remember how i attended the site meeting with my TA and i just sit and be quite. I try hard to hide my face from the chairman so that he will not ask me question about the issues related to design or at the construction site, haha. Every time the chairman said about the "alien words" in the meeting i will quickly whisper to my TA who sat beside me to know what that "alien words" or the short form means =) Yeah, i learnt alot here especially all those thing relate with medical thinggy ;p Tho most of my projects are clinics but i am really2 do grateful to be part and parcel of the team. Actually i got my new project which is Hospital in Lawas, Sarawak. It's my first ever time to experience hospital project but... HE really knows well what's the best for all of us.

Well i think enough for today. I have to finish my outstanding works and start pack my things. I HATE PACKING! dear, could u lend me your muscular arm to help me bring my thinggy to my car *wink-wink* <3 


Conclusion: Be ready every time because will never know what will happen in future and be prepared with the new challenge next year. Saya Yang Menurut Perintah


oh btw, i am extremely excited to go on vacation with my family next week which i will be on leave for 3 days. Yeayyy! have to finish my annual leave because i can't carry forward my AL. sad. =( demmm!~ 

Friday, November 20, 2009

mengharapkan jumaat memberi sedikit ruang utk aku bernafas normal

sepanjang 2 minggu ni aku slalu sgt berdebar2 sbb nk siapkn keje cpt...aku mmg camtu, kelam kabut sket, abes tunggang langgang sume...yes im clumsy!~ tp sy bkn fussy ye! kadang2 kita rasa kita xda abaility nk wat keje tu tp it end up the other way round...

selama ni aku igt aku mmg xreti wat sketchup langsung, bkn la xreti tp sekadar biasa2 je...selama ni kalo wat skecap mst xabes sgt dan ada bantuan dari org lain espesely encik A...but i took a challange to prove my ownself that i could do more than "biasa2" (more in terms of comparing now and my study life)...im designing a standard healthcare clinic for RMK-10...im not incharge in doing the plan but i was given a task to do 3d and the facade design, ayohhh! time memula kne design facade ni sgt scary...takot giles!dh lama xwat 3d,las was a year ago when im at a. karim, doing a proposal for Mahkamah Syariah melaka (utk jkr gak)..igt lg time tu nanges2 wat design plan+facade design...hari2 balik malam, weekend pn keje n penah overnight kt ofis sbb xlarat nk drive...najmah mst igt camne kita berdua je wat design ni smp study architecture melaka, bumbung tengkera, islamic architecture etc...aku smp soh adik aku, naz yg blajar kt poli merlimau snap a few photos of masjid yg guna bumbung tengkera, seb bek hp naz canggeh (hp adik2 lg canggeh dr ahkak weyh)...dah la wat design+study sume, pastu mak aku dgn njmh hari2 bising balik lmbt...kalo kt ofis smp kol 12 mlm stat ar diorg kol every 5mins...kejap mak aku kol, kejap mak njmh kol smp ktorg tensen!last2 kitorg tukar2, time mak aku kol njmh angkt, time mak njmh kol aku lak jwb...pastu kalo mak2 (mak aku & njmh) tny bile nk blk, kitorg jwb "kejap lg makcik, sikit je lg"... begitulah rutin masa keje kt a karim dlu... what a memory ;)

setahun lebih lps peristiwa tu, aku igt xde la lg rutin mcm tu sbb yela gomen kn, rupennye...hampeh!lebey kurang jugak...beza sket sbb xde smp tdo ofis,giler! tp hari2 blk mlm (2minggu stret) n last weekend aku keje (tgk post bwh2)...ayohhh!penat oh!rasa mcm dh xberapa muda sgt sbb xlarat nk keje hectic sgt...tp yela, makin hari sume org makin tua kan ;p hari2 sangap kt ofis sbb xckp tdo...yela, tdo pn pk keje xsiap lg!oh tidak!

Alhamdulillah harini rasa mcm lega sket...aku dpt la abeskan wat 3d tp xde la lawa, but at least i know how far i can go with sketchup...there's more to learn n i am looking foward to gain new knowledge and everything that can improve my skills my knowledge etc...silelah beri tunjuk ajar kepada saya sebab saya tahu saya masih bnyk yg xtahu dari tahu...xkesah la dr staff ke dr bos ke, even saya blajar jugak dr akak yg cuci tandas, akak yg kemas2 ofis...saya belajar erti kehidupan...

kadang2 bile aku stress n tensen aku slalu marah diri sniri, rasa sgt bods*, rasa sume org xadil, rasa itu la ini la...tp bile aku igt DIA, trus aku istigfar bnyk2 sbb bile kite pk alik, kalo kita rasa kita susah, ada lg org yg lagi susah dr kita...kalo kita rasa beban sgt dengan kerja kita, ada lg org yg kerja lg bnyk bebanan contonhye org yg keje angkt sampah, keje iwk...aku sgt salute dgn diorg sume, kerja yg bukan sume org ley wat...korg sanggup ke masuk manhole kalo ada prob berkaitan sewerage???sanggup???tp mereka yg kerja mcm ni la yg aku rasa lg berkat hidup diorg sbb wat benda yg berkaitan najis manusia...sume org ley jadi arkitek, sume org ley jd doktor...

to encik A, thanx for all ur motivation,advice n support tho im not in a "good mood" yesterday (im *damn* angry at someone yesterday) n we've been fight in a morning but u turn my day to a very *wonderful* day...thanx sbb amikn laptop sy, thanx sbb amikn mc d yg xsmpt mkn time lunch,thanx for crit my design, thnx for adjust and ammend the sketchup tho a bit, thnx for everything...anything... *lusm*


life is so beautiful to live in though there are a lot of obstacle and the bad everyday, but at the end of the day, its the memory that lasts...

=)))

***3d yg aku wat, biasa je...saya masih belajar lagi, salah silap harap diampunkan ;p





Thursday, November 19, 2009

Don't Give It Up

Poet: Z. Vujcic, © 2007

Today life gave you another slap
but don't give it up
throwing your towel in the ring
for things gone wrong, for words that sting
'cos there must be another way
you will see it in the light of another day

When everything seems sour, not in your favour
look around until you find better flavour
so, don't just give but live it up
pick up the pieces, be tough
grind your teeth and turn another cheek
don't give it up, that's exactly what they seek

It's too easy to walk away
quitter never wins so you should better stay
look challenges straight in the eye
don't say yet the last good-bye
fight like an animal in a trap
but don't give it up


A Motivational Poem


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