new yeay new job new me

I am currently reading this book New Job, New You which i bought for my own self during Karnival Pembudayaan Ilmu at Dewan Tan Sri Mahfuz, JKR. I purposely bought it because im soooo boring with the same job. Currently im working at this organization since September 2009. It means that i have been for 1 year and 3 months working there. Such an achievement to me because it's the longest time i have been working in 1 company, haha. *clap-clap* After graduation in 2008 i have been working for 3 different companies until September 2009. A lot huh? or is it normal to jump to other company in 1 year time? i dunno.

I first started my career 2 weeks after my final thesis submission. Not like other friends of mine who choose to rest and rilex after 5 years of struggling in Uni, i have been offered to work with my previous company where i did my internship. Lucky me to have my best friend to work together with me at that firm. It really pain us how we struggling to finish the task. Came back late at night, sleeping in office, work during weekends and public holidays is normal to us. But what really2 bothers us was when our moms always call and ask "what time you guys will come back home?" I know how every moms feel when they saw their daughter work until late night and drove home alone. I myself scared to drive alone especially during night. But what choice do i have? It is normal for people working in my field to have that such so-called "lifestyle". Actually to be honest, we don't have life! our life is only work+sleep+work+eat+submission yada yada. Believe me, it a same routine if you work in consultant firm regardless it big or small company.

My 2nd job was in housing developer company. Such a nice place to work with but i am easily get bored with that same job. After 10 months working, i decided to turn back as consultant. Although i have been offered with a job in KL with a lil bit increment but i just can't. I love to work with developer/ big company (not consultant) because of the benefits and of course the bonusss! $$$ =) But it ain't give me full satisfaction so i decided to go.

My 3rd job was in a consultant firm. Well its a nice place to work although life as a consultant was damn hard! But since my office is nearby my house (just 5mins of walking) so i decided to stay although the salary is so-so ;p

After a month working there i have been called for interview for my current position now. And luckily i got that job with few other friends. I just been with my 3rd company for 2 months and still under probation but i choose to move on. hehe. The reason? I will kept it secret =) What i can say, my moms really2 support me to work away from family and home for the first time. Yes! f.i.r.s.t.t.i.m.e.e.v.e.r. I never been away from my family for such a long time =(

Then here is, my new job. Here. I mean my 4th job. Currently i always thinking why must i get bored easily? Is it normal for people to get bored with their job? I only been working here for 1 year and have this feeling. I always wonder how do some people can stay in one organization for such a long time? any ideas? hrmmm...

Next January i will be transfer to new department and new working atmosphere. It is a mixed feeling between sad, afraid, and excited. Sad because i will no longer be in design team =( Afraid that the new department there will be more tougher than i taught ;( Excited because i will be in part of project team which means my job will definitely no related with design. It's all about management! yayyy! =)))

I am counting days to my last day here. I'm upset to leave this unit because it really close to me for the past year. I still remember how i start working here from zero. Yes! z.e.r.o.  Healthcare facility design unit is neither easy nor familiar to me before. I have never been experience in healthcare design either in Uni or my past job. I remember how i attended the site meeting with my TA and i just sit and be quite. I try hard to hide my face from the chairman so that he will not ask me question about the issues related to design or at the construction site, haha. Every time the chairman said about the "alien words" in the meeting i will quickly whisper to my TA who sat beside me to know what that "alien words" or the short form means =) Yeah, i learnt alot here especially all those thing relate with medical thinggy ;p Tho most of my projects are clinics but i am really2 do grateful to be part and parcel of the team. Actually i got my new project which is Hospital in Lawas, Sarawak. It's my first ever time to experience hospital project but... HE really knows well what's the best for all of us.

Well i think enough for today. I have to finish my outstanding works and start pack my things. I HATE PACKING! dear, could u lend me your muscular arm to help me bring my thinggy to my car *wink-wink* <3 


Conclusion: Be ready every time because will never know what will happen in future and be prepared with the new challenge next year. Saya Yang Menurut Perintah


oh btw, i am extremely excited to go on vacation with my family next week which i will be on leave for 3 days. Yeayyy! have to finish my annual leave because i can't carry forward my AL. sad. =( demmm!~ 

.happy.birth.day.

.x.o.x.o.

.eA.

cintailah sepenuh hati

Cintailah Sepenuh Hati- Ari Lasso

Di dalam hatimu
T’lah aku temukan
Arti kebahagian

Bersama dirimu
Aku merasa berarti

Sanggupkah dirimu
Untuk bertahan
Hingga waktu tak berjalan

Mencintaiku
Walau bintangku tak terang

Reff:
Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini

Betapa hidupku takkan pernah sama
Bila kau tinggalkan ku
Tetaplah disini saling memiliki
Selama-lamanya

Back to Reff

Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

Genggamlah tangganku dan peluklah diriku
Saatku jatuh nanti menangis sepi

Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin kau pergi
Cintailah aku sepenuh hati
Tak ingin kau pergi
Takkan mampu ku hadapi dunia ini
Tiada arti semua bila kau pergi

dedicate this song to someone

*u.know.who.u.are*

=)

xoxo

love

hatiku mengalami fenomena GLOBAL WARMING yg serius!

minggu2 yang mencabar di bulan februari ini. yeah rite!

aku xtau knapa minggu pertama dan kedua februari ni memberi tekanan mental & fizikal dan "kepanasan global" dalam hati aku. moh ler tgk sket apa yg berlaku sepanjang 2 minggu ni.

global warming 1- keretaku "bercium" kereta lain

ok bab2 bergeser2 semasa turun dr ramp kt rumah aku adalah perkara "biasa" walaupun waktu mula2 aku marah jugak. tp dh adat duduk rumah bertingkat2 dan parking area yg limited so kne la sacrifice sket dan jgn la cpt marah kalo kereta "parut" sikit2. ok fine! tp aku mmg marah nak mampos kalo org yg tak reti bahasa dan xreti nak consider org lain. at least fikir la logic sket kalo xreti consider pon! aku tensen gile babs* bile ada kereta yg park btol2 kt hujung ramp. ok secara logiknye kereta kecik macam aku ni memang la boley lepas tp komfem kne kedepan-kebelakang bnyk kali utk dptkn clearence nk wat turning radius. ok sapa xfaham sila abaikan bahasa aku yg agak teknikal dan berunsur architecture sket.

tolong la untuk sapa2 yg mengalami masalah duduk di kawasan perumahan spt aku ni sila la pk logik sket b4 nk park kereta, jgn la park kt hujung betul2 sebelah ramp dan jgn la park di kiri dan kanan berdekatan ramp. PLEASE LA! cube la bayangkn org turun ke naik dr ramp yg x cukup clearence nk turn pastu dihalang oleh kereta di kiri dan kanan. tak ke menyusahkan org namanya! baik2 org nk cpt bley jd lambat. itulah yg terjadi pada aku time aku dh lambat sket nk adjust2 kereta nk bg clearence skali "bercium" kereta kt kiri dgn kanan. siot btl kereta putih sblh kiri dgn kereta hitam kt belah kanan yg park btl2 kt tepi ramp! aku igt color kereta tu sbb kereta aku calar kt bumper belakang belah kanan smp pintu, teruk gile calar dia! yg color putih aku igt sbb kt dpn bumper belah kanan ada bekas cat putih. bagus kan? kereta aku dh la mmg ada bekas calar yg kazen aku buat (kereta aku ni ekceli kazen aku pny, aku tlg smbg bayo jer) ni bley tambah dgn "parut" baru, siap ada kesan cat kereta yg aku "cium" lg. syabas!

global warming 2- keretaku diblock sehingga menyebabkan aku g ofis lewat sbb kne tumpang org!

bengang+marah+memaki kereta yg memblock kereta aku! ok agak kasar bunyinya tetapi nk buat camno, aku kuar awal sbb igt nk smp opis awal tp yg ado! turun2 tgk kereta berderet2 block depan kereta aku, kereta persona yg park btl2 dpn kereta aku boley plak mcm xturunkan handbreak smp habis, so dengan sendirinya aku nk tolak pn susah. kereta viva dpn persona tu pn aku rasa berat nak mams*! dah la aku sorg2 je, tgu lelaki2 macho utk tlg tolak hampeh! xde sorg lelaki pn yg park kt area aku kuar awal mcm aku. yg ada pon perempuan kaum yg lemah je. aku bila dh nk 15minit tgu xde org aku nekad try tny akak yg nk kluar g kerja, kot2 dia ley tumpangkn aku smp mana2 stesen lrt yg dekat, tp hampeh! dia xlalu pn mana2, adusss! aku stress! bile dh camtu aku balik kt kereta aku duduk dlm kereta blk. aku kol shyiken member kerja aku mtk tlg punchkn sbb komfem aku lmbt. then aku sms kazen aku etty ckp aku nk tumpang. tp dia xreply2 sms aku, wawawa! then aku trn kt bawah nk cr teksi, kot2 ada yg lalu or taxi driver yg ddk kt area aku ada yg br nk memulakan kerja ke. tunggu pny tgu satu pn xde, so aku pn call kazen aku. lambat etty angkat, mayb lps mandi kot. bila dia angkat tros aku tny etty samada dia dh nk kluar ke blm. then aku crita la masalah kereta aku yg kne block smp aku xdpt kluar. so dia pn sepantas kilat (xde la pantas sgt, dlm 10minit aku tgu,huhu) turun n ajak aku g stesen lrt sama.

nasib baik la ada kazen a.k.a housemate, kalo aku dok sorg2 komfem mati kutu aku. mana taknye, kalo si etty masuk kerja pkl 9, mampus aku lambat gile babeng! nak harap lelaki2 macho dtg tlg jauh ayam dr panggang, aku rasa lelaki yg bgn awal ni samada yg dh bergelar bapa, pakcik2 yg g solat subuh berjemaah di surau atau pekerja yg kne masuk awal mcm aku. kalo lelaki yg bujang dan bujang trang tang tang komfem bangun lambat punyer!

global warming 3- sakit hati dgn "kawan" yg dh pnjm buku aku pastu hilangkn. nasib baik ko ganti blk!

aku mmg tensen gile bile ada org dh pnjm buku aku pastu hilangkn. dh la pinjam lama gile then time aku nk guna aku kne mintak kt dia. bagus! aku mmg ske "kawan" camni. dh la time aku tny bley plak ckp xigt kt mana, nasib baik dia trus terang ckp dia "terlupa" letak mana sbb sibuk kemas2 nk pndh opis. tp dia janji nk ganti. ok la nasib baik ko jmp buku org lain yg sejibik mcm aku pny. dan nasib baik lg sebab aku pny buku pn fotostat juge. kalo ori mau aku srh ganti baru, no photocopy! aku bengang gile dgn "kawan" camni sbb dlu masa aku bg pnjm katalog ikea kt dia, bley plak dia buat mcm hak dia! dh la renyuk dgn ada sket yg koyak pastu siap ada bekas xtau coklat ke kopi tertumpah. yg aku hangin btol sbb katalog tu bkn aku pny! tu encik abang sayang aku pny! smp sekarang aku xpulang lg katalog tu kt dia. encik A if u tend to read this nnt sy pulangkn k? kne bg cantik2 sket sbb sy pnjm kondisi dia cantik, sori ye? nnt sy blanje kek sikret resipi, muahhh2 ;p

lagi satu hal yg aku bengang dgn "kawan" camni adahal yg berlaku semalam yg melibatkn grup aku kne bekerjasama dgn grup dia. tp disebabkn bos suruh grup dia masuk grup lain pulak so tgl grup aku dgn drup lg satu nk kne setel untuk event jumaat ni. yg aku bengang sangat sbb aku ckp pny la beralas dan berlapik tapi dia jawab macam nk marah2 kat aku, apa kes lu? dh la nk skiping2 ngan aku mcm aku ni bodoh bongok btl! hello kalau setakat "which is, let say, bla bla bla" budak tadika pn bley cakap! gelabah la lu! sukati kau la, aku malas nk layan! jgn harap aku nk bg ko pnjm apa2 or nk kerjasama dgn ko lg!

global warming 4- tekanan bila bos besar marah bos kecik tp org bwh kne dgr

tiba2 pg isnin lepas ada meeting melibatkn semua arkitek unit aku, aku dpt email pg tu lps aku brekfes. dh la bengang dgn kereta kne block dgn org bley plak ada meeting tiba2. bos besar pulak hntr email hari jumaat pkl 5.29 ptg. napa xcukupkan pkl 5.30 kan senang? bos kecik aku plak bley larikan diri bila bos besar panggil meeting, huh!

tujuan meeting sbb nk tgk montly report utk status projek. ok aku xde masalah sbb aku dh siapkan (xlengkap tp atleast aku bg detail yg ada, yg xda dan yg aku xtau aku tglkn). dr format smp ke detail2 dia check. malas gile nak dengar, tp nak buek camno? u r the bos. dari status projek ke benda2 lain yg bersangkut paut, yg bestnye bende yg bersangkut paut tu bnyk melibatkn grup aku. ok almost every time ada issue, mst nama bos aku disebut. bos kecik aku ni bnyk gile dipertanggungjawabkn. pulak tu kalo xsiap, ada masalah grup ktorg la kene. nasib badan. kadang2 kesian dgn bos kecik aku tp nk buek camno, dia pn jenis yes bos! yg sengsara arkitek dan org bawah yg nk kne buat kerja, bos tau kerja siap je, yg lain dia xmo tau. ayakkk! seriously aku mmg stress lps meeting aritu. dh la meeting dr pkl 9 smp pkl 2.30 ptg, lunch pn nasi lemak yg hidang utk bekfes. dh la meeting room tu sejuk nak mams*, bos plak macam suka ckp lama2 ni. perut aku dh la lop gile time tu, tp lapo pny pasal, aku bedal jgk nasi lemak masa pkl 1.30 tu. stress ok bos xhormat org lain!kalo ada sediakan makan lain cerita ni xde. dh la bajet utk cawangan arkitek makin siket, huh!

aku xtau nak marah sapa kalo citer pasal bajet ni. yg penting staff mmg xsalah, yg salah org yg handle bajet dan "pihak2 atasan" yg terlibat dalam urusan pentadbiran kerajaan. faham2 sniri sudeh!

ok aku rasa banyak gile dah aku membebel ni, dh lama xtulis, skali tulis, tu diaaa! sori arini bahasa bnyk tanda seru (!) sbb mmg tgh marah tahap tertinggindan harap lps raya ni (aku pn sambut raya cina jugek, kita kan 1Malaysia, haha) semua masalah dan tekanan kerja dapat dikurangkan dengan siapnya kerja2 aku ni yg berlambak2 ni.

ya Allah mudahkanlah segala urusunku dan peliharalah imanku ya Allah.

semoga aku dapat bersabar dengan dugaan yg diberiNya. i know i am strong enough to face all this obstacles. Allah tak akan menguji hambaNya jika hambaNya tidak mampu untuk menghadapinya. =)))

Don't Give It Up

Poet: Z. Vujcic, © 2007

Today life gave you another slap
but don't give it up
throwing your towel in the ring
for things gone wrong, for words that sting
'cos there must be another way
you will see it in the light of another day

When everything seems sour, not in your favour
look around until you find better flavour
so, don't just give but live it up
pick up the pieces, be tough
grind your teeth and turn another cheek
don't give it up, that's exactly what they seek

It's too easy to walk away
quitter never wins so you should better stay
look challenges straight in the eye
don't say yet the last good-bye
fight like an animal in a trap
but don't give it up


A Motivational Poem


::xoxo::
::eA::

giler!!!

satu hari ni aku mcm xwat keje langsung...half day makan (jamuan raya ofis) suku lg bertenet2...dh nk kol 5 br aku nk wat keje, ayakkkkkk!!!

tp ada gak yg lg best...td ada aku dgr ada akak ni ckp

"eyh satu hari kita tak bukak komputer la" (gelak2)

adakah aku sudah terjangkit seperti mereka???

oh no!

mintak dijauhkan...amin

mari wat keje.

aku rasa nk lempang diri snirik! ishhhhhhhhh!

aku dah tau dah! aku mmg cenggini! kalo time bnyk keje, time tu jugak bnyk main! iye adik2, jgn tiru aksi ini di rumah!heppp!

encik A online fb dan tidak menegur saye *kecik ati* ishhh...xmo emo2 ye...aku serabut gile pk mende yg bermain di kepala hots ku, adeyh!!!nape la perlu ada pilihan untuk semua benda kan, cth nk mkn nasik ke mkn kuey teow, minum tembikai ke air suam, nak break ke nk go on je, arghhhhh!!!

aku rasa aku cukup brani nk ckp dgn org sbb aku ni selambe kodok tahap cipan! tp ada certain time aku rasa xbley bukak mulut langsung nk ckp, wawawa...aku dh la ske pendam sorg2, xtau weyh nk watpe skrg!maybe sbb aku hormat org tu so aku kne prepare ayat2 nk kne bitau tp masa dh makin suntuk, tgl seminggu je lg,arghhhh!!!nk bitau encik A tp rasa mcm blm masenye lg, konon2 nk wat seprais skali nnt dpt pelampang, padan muka aku, muahahah...cisss!xsuke ok bila harus memilih ;(


1)
Dulu, Kau Pernah Berjanji Pada Diriku
Untuk Menjaga Dan Menyayangiku
Itu Bererti Sampai Akhirnya
Kau Meninggalkanku

(2)
Kini, Kau Ingin Kembali Pada Hatiku
Setelah Kau Pergi Meninggalkanku
Haruskah Hati
Memberi Kesempatan Dirimu

(Chorus)
Haruskah Aku Percaya
Segala Yang Kau Ucapkan
Kata Kata Maafmu, Kata Kata Memohon
Untuk Kembali Kepadaku

Meski Cintaku Padamu
Lebih Dari Yang Kau Tahu
Namun Mengerti Kasih
Tak Semudahnya Itu
Melupakan Yang Telah Kau Lakukan Padaku

(3)
Beri Aku Waktu
Untuk Memikirkan Yang Terbaik
Cinta Jadi Dilema
Pergi Ataupun Kembali


***bnyk gile label aku, well who cares ;p

lupa nak ucap: selamat berpuasa kepada semua dan selamat hari merdeka utk seluruh rakyat malaysia!

marila aku update sket blog aku ni, bosan gile aku sniri tgk!well i dun ever care cos i dont think people will ever attract to read n stop by...but whoever read my blog, *big thanks*

the reason y i blog, hurmmm...
1. bored- im totaly bored wif all the workload, but i do love my job now =))
2. to fill the empty space in my blog- sometimes i myself do annoy wif my own blog, but thank god i still love it ;p
3. i love to read other's blog (during my freetime) and i think well dear, lets blogging (lol) * i love bloggong *slh eja, blogging sometime...(depends on my mood)
4. to share and voice out whats inside my heart (cewahhh!) but this is not real, do it whenever i feel i wanna share, the rest i still keep deep inside myself, but i love to share yerp! ;)
5. watever!