hai. entry pendek sbb dh 2 bulan tak tulis. aku just nak cakap aku dah pindah ofis baru. titik. dan rasa kekosongan sebab....
ok la nnt ada masa nak tulis panjang2 nak luahkan perasaan sorang2 kat sini.
p/s: rasa sedey sgt tp kena kuatkan semangat. nak luahkan kat org yang biasa "jd pendengar yg setia" org tu tanak dengar dah. so better simpan je diam2 dalam hati. kalau susah sangat, tutup pintu nanges la sorg2 dlm bilik ofis yg panas ni. sekian.
***pic taken from my window. kalo rasa nak terjun bunuh diri sila jangan guna tingkap bilik saya. time kasih.
kadang-kadang penulis menggunakan perkataan aku, saya, i dan sebagainya. terpulang pada anda, kau dan u untuk fahamkan ye =)
Showing posts with label keje baru. Show all posts
Showing posts with label keje baru. Show all posts
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Wednesday, December 22, 2010
new yeay new job new me
I am currently reading this book New Job, New You which i bought for my own self during Karnival Pembudayaan Ilmu at Dewan Tan Sri Mahfuz, JKR. I purposely bought it because im soooo boring with the same job. Currently im working at this organization since September 2009. It means that i have been for 1 year and 3 months working there. Such an achievement to me because it's the longest time i have been working in 1 company, haha. *clap-clap* After graduation in 2008 i have been working for 3 different companies until September 2009. A lot huh? or is it normal to jump to other company in 1 year time? i dunno.
I first started my career 2 weeks after my final thesis submission. Not like other friends of mine who choose to rest and rilex after 5 years of struggling in Uni, i have been offered to work with my previous company where i did my internship. Lucky me to have my best friend to work together with me at that firm. It really pain us how we struggling to finish the task. Came back late at night, sleeping in office, work during weekends and public holidays is normal to us. But what really2 bothers us was when our moms always call and ask "what time you guys will come back home?" I know how every moms feel when they saw their daughter work until late night and drove home alone. I myself scared to drive alone especially during night. But what choice do i have? It is normal for people working in my field to have that such so-called "lifestyle". Actually to be honest, we don't have life! our life is only work+sleep+work+eat+submission yada yada. Believe me, it a same routine if you work in consultant firm regardless it big or small company.
My 2nd job was in housing developer company. Such a nice place to work with but i am easily get bored with that same job. After 10 months working, i decided to turn back as consultant. Although i have been offered with a job in KL with a lil bit increment but i just can't. I love to work with developer/ big company (not consultant) because of the benefits and of course the bonusss! $$$ =) But it ain't give me full satisfaction so i decided to go.
My 3rd job was in a consultant firm. Well its a nice place to work although life as a consultant was damn hard! But since my office is nearby my house (just 5mins of walking) so i decided to stay although the salary is so-so ;p
After a month working there i have been called for interview for my current position now. And luckily i got that job with few other friends. I just been with my 3rd company for 2 months and still under probation but i choose to move on. hehe. The reason? I will kept it secret =) What i can say, my moms really2 support me to work away from family and home for the first time. Yes! f.i.r.s.t.t.i.m.e.e.v.e.r. I never been away from my family for such a long time =(
Then here is, my new job. Here. I mean my 4th job. Currently i always thinking why must i get bored easily? Is it normal for people to get bored with their job? I only been working here for 1 year and have this feeling. I always wonder how do some people can stay in one organization for such a long time? any ideas? hrmmm...
Next January i will be transfer to new department and new working atmosphere. It is a mixed feeling between sad, afraid, and excited. Sad because i will no longer be in design team =( Afraid that the new department there will be more tougher than i taught ;( Excited because i will be in part of project team which means my job will definitely no related with design. It's all about management! yayyy! =)))
I am counting days to my last day here. I'm upset to leave this unit because it really close to me for the past year. I still remember how i start working here from zero. Yes! z.e.r.o. Healthcare facility design unit is neither easy nor familiar to me before. I have never been experience in healthcare design either in Uni or my past job. I remember how i attended the site meeting with my TA and i just sit and be quite. I try hard to hide my face from the chairman so that he will not ask me question about the issues related to design or at the construction site, haha. Every time the chairman said about the "alien words" in the meeting i will quickly whisper to my TA who sat beside me to know what that "alien words" or the short form means =) Yeah, i learnt alot here especially all those thing relate with medical thinggy ;p Tho most of my projects are clinics but i am really2 do grateful to be part and parcel of the team. Actually i got my new project which is Hospital in Lawas, Sarawak. It's my first ever time to experience hospital project but... HE really knows well what's the best for all of us.
Well i think enough for today. I have to finish my outstanding works and start pack my things. I HATE PACKING! dear, could u lend me your muscular arm to help me bring my thinggy to my car *wink-wink* <3
Conclusion: Be ready every time because will never know what will happen in future and be prepared with the new challenge next year. Saya Yang Menurut Perintah
oh btw, i am extremely excited to go on vacation with my family next week which i will be on leave for 3 days. Yeayyy! have to finish my annual leave because i can't carry forward my AL. sad. =( demmm!~
I first started my career 2 weeks after my final thesis submission. Not like other friends of mine who choose to rest and rilex after 5 years of struggling in Uni, i have been offered to work with my previous company where i did my internship. Lucky me to have my best friend to work together with me at that firm. It really pain us how we struggling to finish the task. Came back late at night, sleeping in office, work during weekends and public holidays is normal to us. But what really2 bothers us was when our moms always call and ask "what time you guys will come back home?" I know how every moms feel when they saw their daughter work until late night and drove home alone. I myself scared to drive alone especially during night. But what choice do i have? It is normal for people working in my field to have that such so-called "lifestyle". Actually to be honest, we don't have life! our life is only work+sleep+work+eat+submission yada yada. Believe me, it a same routine if you work in consultant firm regardless it big or small company.
My 2nd job was in housing developer company. Such a nice place to work with but i am easily get bored with that same job. After 10 months working, i decided to turn back as consultant. Although i have been offered with a job in KL with a lil bit increment but i just can't. I love to work with developer/ big company (not consultant) because of the benefits and of course the bonusss! $$$ =) But it ain't give me full satisfaction so i decided to go.
My 3rd job was in a consultant firm. Well its a nice place to work although life as a consultant was damn hard! But since my office is nearby my house (just 5mins of walking) so i decided to stay although the salary is so-so ;p
After a month working there i have been called for interview for my current position now. And luckily i got that job with few other friends. I just been with my 3rd company for 2 months and still under probation but i choose to move on. hehe. The reason? I will kept it secret =) What i can say, my moms really2 support me to work away from family and home for the first time. Yes! f.i.r.s.t.t.i.m.e.e.v.e.r. I never been away from my family for such a long time =(
Then here is, my new job. Here. I mean my 4th job. Currently i always thinking why must i get bored easily? Is it normal for people to get bored with their job? I only been working here for 1 year and have this feeling. I always wonder how do some people can stay in one organization for such a long time? any ideas? hrmmm...
Next January i will be transfer to new department and new working atmosphere. It is a mixed feeling between sad, afraid, and excited. Sad because i will no longer be in design team =( Afraid that the new department there will be more tougher than i taught ;( Excited because i will be in part of project team which means my job will definitely no related with design. It's all about management! yayyy! =)))
I am counting days to my last day here. I'm upset to leave this unit because it really close to me for the past year. I still remember how i start working here from zero. Yes! z.e.r.o. Healthcare facility design unit is neither easy nor familiar to me before. I have never been experience in healthcare design either in Uni or my past job. I remember how i attended the site meeting with my TA and i just sit and be quite. I try hard to hide my face from the chairman so that he will not ask me question about the issues related to design or at the construction site, haha. Every time the chairman said about the "alien words" in the meeting i will quickly whisper to my TA who sat beside me to know what that "alien words" or the short form means =) Yeah, i learnt alot here especially all those thing relate with medical thinggy ;p Tho most of my projects are clinics but i am really2 do grateful to be part and parcel of the team. Actually i got my new project which is Hospital in Lawas, Sarawak. It's my first ever time to experience hospital project but... HE really knows well what's the best for all of us.
Well i think enough for today. I have to finish my outstanding works and start pack my things. I HATE PACKING! dear, could u lend me your muscular arm to help me bring my thinggy to my car *wink-wink* <3
Conclusion: Be ready every time because will never know what will happen in future and be prepared with the new challenge next year. Saya Yang Menurut Perintah
oh btw, i am extremely excited to go on vacation with my family next week which i will be on leave for 3 days. Yeayyy! have to finish my annual leave because i can't carry forward my AL. sad. =( demmm!~
Saturday, August 29, 2009
aku rasa nk lempang diri snirik! ishhhhhhhhh!

aku dah tau dah! aku mmg cenggini! kalo time bnyk keje, time tu jugak bnyk main! iye adik2, jgn tiru aksi ini di rumah!heppp!
encik A online fb dan tidak menegur saye *kecik ati* ishhh...xmo emo2 ye...aku serabut gile pk mende yg bermain di kepala hots ku, adeyh!!!nape la perlu ada pilihan untuk semua benda kan, cth nk mkn nasik ke mkn kuey teow, minum tembikai ke air suam, nak break ke nk go on je, arghhhhh!!!
aku rasa aku cukup brani nk ckp dgn org sbb aku ni selambe kodok tahap cipan! tp ada certain time aku rasa xbley bukak mulut langsung nk ckp, wawawa...aku dh la ske pendam sorg2, xtau weyh nk watpe skrg!maybe sbb aku hormat org tu so aku kne prepare ayat2 nk kne bitau tp masa dh makin suntuk, tgl seminggu je lg,arghhhh!!!nk bitau encik A tp rasa mcm blm masenye lg, konon2 nk wat seprais skali nnt dpt pelampang, padan muka aku, muahahah...cisss!xsuke ok bila harus memilih ;(
1)
Dulu, Kau Pernah Berjanji Pada Diriku
Untuk Menjaga Dan Menyayangiku
Itu Bererti Sampai Akhirnya
Kau Meninggalkanku
(2)
Kini, Kau Ingin Kembali Pada Hatiku
Setelah Kau Pergi Meninggalkanku
Haruskah Hati
Memberi Kesempatan Dirimu
(Chorus)
Haruskah Aku Percaya
Segala Yang Kau Ucapkan
Kata Kata Maafmu, Kata Kata Memohon
Untuk Kembali Kepadaku
Meski Cintaku Padamu
Lebih Dari Yang Kau Tahu
Namun Mengerti Kasih
Tak Semudahnya Itu
Melupakan Yang Telah Kau Lakukan Padaku
(3)
Beri Aku Waktu
Untuk Memikirkan Yang Terbaik
Cinta Jadi Dilema
Pergi Ataupun Kembali
***bnyk gile label aku, well who cares ;p
Friday, July 17, 2009
new life.
olla! ai yem bek!
setelah lama menyepi so akhirnya aku ada masa nk hapdet...well bnyk mende yg berlaku lately setelah aku tukar kerja baru ni...nak cite tp tgu ada masa yg panjang n timing btl...so far yg aku rasa so-so (maksudnye xberape nk best)... =<
ok until next time, tata
setelah lama menyepi so akhirnya aku ada masa nk hapdet...well bnyk mende yg berlaku lately setelah aku tukar kerja baru ni...nak cite tp tgu ada masa yg panjang n timing btl...so far yg aku rasa so-so (maksudnye xberape nk best)... =<
ok until next time, tata
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